Flurries

Lately ,I have been surrounded by so much...feeling...that is to say, imposible to describe...
Love and other rituals, all my friends and aquiantances that are getting married at an age that seems to be passing me at such a different pace, and I feel like I am missing this chunck, this rite of passage..and used as I am to arrive first and follow the right path.. its puzzling me ...no kiding right?

To complete this picture, down right desire for spirituality aroused by words from books and having tasted once the peace of finding the happiness of God and unity with the universe makes me feel like I shloud pray to find something to find heart felt sincere spiritual peace...